2010 w
as about revisiting key elements that are the foundation of JSC. Personally I was faced with a comeback story within a comeback story. As most of you know I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer in 2006 at the age of 38. I felt I had made a dignified recovery given the gruesome, lengthy treatment as well as elective hysterectomy (prevention of a re-occurrence). It turns out there was more I needed to learn since a completely idiotic skiing incident left me faced with a broken ankle. It was the movie Ground Hog Day mixed with a touch of Hell. It was a bit of madness I must admit. So once again…there I was helpless…people needing to take care of me. At least when I was receiving Chemotherapy treatment, I had some dignity and could drive and participate in the world. In fact, I would make sure to run up the stair to the chemo suite.
Ironically in my pursuit to stop the hamster on the wheel, I became the hamster living in my own little cage. Very Fear and Loathingish.
So I lay there, frantically my mind races through the data base of every piece of motivational rhetoric I have ever produced searching for a splinter of hope through this mad life of mine. The same question kept coming to me.
Ask WHAT not WHY?
WHY puts you in the role of VICTIM.
WHAT puts you in the role of ARTIST.
I prefer the LATTER.
My laptop was my savior. Our lower floor futon became my bed/office/dressing room. Nice. There I was again washing my hair in the kitchen sink because going to my beautiful spa en suite was a marathon not worth hobbling. I dove into the sea of the World Wide Web and researched, read, watched; soaking in new information. I often said I needed a sabbatical to create new content but somehow I envisioned it much warmer and less painful! So here we are just over ONE YEAR later. My hardware-mended ankle is about 80% healed which will due for now.
Life awaits and the lessons are too good to not SHARE NOW! What MISTAKE did you make today?